I’ve battled most of my life with horrible memories of sexual abuse. I turned to homosexual relationships, cutting, drugs, co-dependency, eating disorders, and Daoism to help ease the pain of my past. Those things only acted like band aids that always fell off, leaving me hungry for more.
I always knew the life I was living was wrong. It felt wrong. But I refused to believe in a God who would allow such horrible things to happen to me. But my walls didn’t keep Jesus away. Jesus blew down the walls of my heart and pursued me. How awesome that God is a God who goes into our dark places and pulls us out.
My heart began to yearn and desire for hope and a better life, something more than the pain I was living in. Jesus came into my life and changed me. I was
transformed and given a new name. I am a new creation living a freedom filled life from my past chains of drugs and homosexuality. Was it hard? YES!!! But
seeking Jesus and his freedom was worth it. Jesus is my savior. I am his beloved and he is mine. Praise God for all the wonderful transformation he has done and continues to do in my life. KT